A Shadow Dream Named Vorg
A continuation of the 12/13 post...
I sat in the office alone for that moment, covered in the ointments, wondering what there purpose was. I decided that they were necessary, and although they were causing slight discomfort, left them alone. I scoped out the office and recognized some familiar items: a crock pot, cotton swabs, chemical drums, a biological hazard unit, and a bowl of sanitary instruments. Sanitary I assumed. Dr. Taylor slipped into the room and startled me. I pretended to look at some diagrams and put my hands over my gown hole. Then I turned red and became silent. Dr. Taylor sends his kids to the Catholic Reality Institute but questions reality hard and often. He peered into a large wall mirror and observed, “Isn’t it amazing that a mirror can return my real image right back to me. I’ve been in the business now for 29 years, and am still amazed, Jerry. My first medical tip to you is to use soap hard and often, and don’t skip the small steps. A long time ago we used to use butter for soap, but obviously that only makes things worse. It’s so important, and as I peer into this mirror, it reminds me. Now we’ve turned to new methods. You’ll soon see. Now, first things first. I understand you’ve spoken to several community members about a few different things. I saw your chart. It reports vagrancy and inquiry on your part. Two things that as a young man, I will tell you confidentially that I did partake in. Back then I was more willing to test my general strength against other established strengths. Do you still enjoy small dance steps set to musical numbers? I hope so. That’s a portion of it. It’s exemplifies our interest in dualistic creation of dependent entities. What are the dependenta in this case? Think about what the small dance steps do for you Jerry. Again, as I said, before we begin we will have to remove the top shelf references and take down a few notes. I want you to understand. I’m sure you’re acclimated to the rigor of understanding statements and theories. Like the video repeats: “Sculptured existence; integrated and disseminated, leads us beyond the absolute. Sculptured existence; integrated and disseminated, leads us beyond the absolute. Sculptured existence; integrated and disseminated, leads us beyond the absolute. 1, 2, 3, 4, 255, 255. message incorporate temporary passage.” Let me repeat in my own terms- to subdivide and to build numerically is to destroy, but to subdivide and describe in semi-chaotic strings is to assemble… in general. Any assembly process is always desired and people view it as a necessity. Is it? Can only time tell? Those questions are extraneous. We first tend to organize in a categorical sense. But for truth, these methods are insufficient. We’ve moved beyond that. A set of discontinuous but well-known commands usually dictates what steps are to be taken. This tends to a normalized, accepted result that seems to have continuity. In the seeming continuity lies a great lie. Compartmentalized aptitude is comforting and is indeed the most desired for programming. Smooth, top-down logic – imbedded processes. Right now, you’re experiencing manic destruction of your obligations through the subsets we just discussed. Don’t worry though, that will quickly end.”
I sat in the office alone for that moment, covered in the ointments, wondering what there purpose was. I decided that they were necessary, and although they were causing slight discomfort, left them alone. I scoped out the office and recognized some familiar items: a crock pot, cotton swabs, chemical drums, a biological hazard unit, and a bowl of sanitary instruments. Sanitary I assumed. Dr. Taylor slipped into the room and startled me. I pretended to look at some diagrams and put my hands over my gown hole. Then I turned red and became silent. Dr. Taylor sends his kids to the Catholic Reality Institute but questions reality hard and often. He peered into a large wall mirror and observed, “Isn’t it amazing that a mirror can return my real image right back to me. I’ve been in the business now for 29 years, and am still amazed, Jerry. My first medical tip to you is to use soap hard and often, and don’t skip the small steps. A long time ago we used to use butter for soap, but obviously that only makes things worse. It’s so important, and as I peer into this mirror, it reminds me. Now we’ve turned to new methods. You’ll soon see. Now, first things first. I understand you’ve spoken to several community members about a few different things. I saw your chart. It reports vagrancy and inquiry on your part. Two things that as a young man, I will tell you confidentially that I did partake in. Back then I was more willing to test my general strength against other established strengths. Do you still enjoy small dance steps set to musical numbers? I hope so. That’s a portion of it. It’s exemplifies our interest in dualistic creation of dependent entities. What are the dependenta in this case? Think about what the small dance steps do for you Jerry. Again, as I said, before we begin we will have to remove the top shelf references and take down a few notes. I want you to understand. I’m sure you’re acclimated to the rigor of understanding statements and theories. Like the video repeats: “Sculptured existence; integrated and disseminated, leads us beyond the absolute. Sculptured existence; integrated and disseminated, leads us beyond the absolute. Sculptured existence; integrated and disseminated, leads us beyond the absolute. 1, 2, 3, 4, 255, 255. message incorporate temporary passage.” Let me repeat in my own terms- to subdivide and to build numerically is to destroy, but to subdivide and describe in semi-chaotic strings is to assemble… in general. Any assembly process is always desired and people view it as a necessity. Is it? Can only time tell? Those questions are extraneous. We first tend to organize in a categorical sense. But for truth, these methods are insufficient. We’ve moved beyond that. A set of discontinuous but well-known commands usually dictates what steps are to be taken. This tends to a normalized, accepted result that seems to have continuity. In the seeming continuity lies a great lie. Compartmentalized aptitude is comforting and is indeed the most desired for programming. Smooth, top-down logic – imbedded processes. Right now, you’re experiencing manic destruction of your obligations through the subsets we just discussed. Don’t worry though, that will quickly end.”
posted by fiestawizard at 7:06 PM
3 Comments:
reading things takes longer when you're really depressed (i've discovered). so... sorry so long. of course i had to review the 12/13 post first, taking several days.
i forgot that i was awaiting this post. closure came in the way it sometimes does and the depression lifted, as it was designed to do. the various portions were integrated and the passive voice used in a manner most acceptable to the inner cohesiveness. excellence was enjoyed by all. william s. burroughs called and a certain proportion of satisfaction and grim laughter was demonstrated by him.
Intense post-holidays depression always attacks. I speak from the same position as you. It makes for very difficult times attempting to get back into reality and such. Much time has been spent by me wasting away watching the wall quiver. For two days though, I had every cable channel available - an anomaly I guess, as it turned off at precisely 12:30 am on Saturday.
Anyway, I've been too down to post anything really new, but as the rate of my decreasing depression increases, that may change, causing a chain of uncontrolled reaction of hopefulness felt 'round the world!
i enjoyed your positive suggestions and will continue them in my mind. thank you and keep up the good (un)work.
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