Saturday, December 31, 2005

Self-serve Conscience Retrieval (at your expense)

Build up my self-esteem. Tell me I'm the best. Keep my appetite suppressed. Don't let me out of this area. Break my spirit. Send me on a spirited mission. Delete your previous thoughts. Consider a few different outcomes. Intermingle components without regard to your apprehensions. Don't believe it right away. Judge me harshly at the end of the day. Make me listen. Take a picture to make it last. Use subtle manipulations against it. Take a breath of freedom. Let it rupture your lungs. Pretend you are okay. Die slowly.

Just a few of your New Year resolutions. They represent a sinusoidal descent into chaos. Different theories represent it in books and things. I have work to do. Check out THIS for updates... finally. Actually, I worked on this KJOE commercial since about July, but really only got to it again the past few days. In the next few weeks, I promise I'll get some other things up, but wait, nobody really cares that much. That's okay though, as you might have realized by now that most of the updates only cure my own ailments.

I am in Jamestown, ND now, and let me tell you that the depression of this state seems to get worse each time I return. I should actually refer to it as "the depression that this state causes." You get the point. If you don't know anyone here, being around will cause slow and certain decay. Not to mention that there's been a sharp increase in yard vandalism and door kick-ins in recent days. Several people have been smashed by pipes as well. All in a vandal's day up here in the north. "ND = nice day to vandalize," say local vandals in a recent telephone interview. They hang out in the stockyards, you should know that. I was there recently to harass pigs with a long stick and firecrackers. Three vandals turned them loose on me and my shrouds were torn to bloody fragments.
Is that irony?

I finished the last filming of the "documentary" I was working on. Now Joe is leaving the Madison area. With the new equipment I got for Christmas I hope to do some transferring and editing. Soon enough I'll distribute what I have. The story took some interesting twists, but more or less won't stand on it's own. I plan to add some car chase sequences and an explosion with real flames.

Keep in touch friends-

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